Long Time No see!

Hello, it's been a while hasn't it? about a year... eek! Firstly I have to say i'm sorry for abandoning my blog. The reason? well my laptop broke first of all then my anxiety has been super bad this year so I've tended not to be very productive when it was bad. I kinda let my vlogs slip too but i'm back (for now!) and ready to start posting again but i'll warn you if I go away aliens haven't abducted me it's just my anxiety being a pain in the a** 

So what have I been up to you might be asking yourself, Well I've been filming  vlogs haha but seriously i've been working on my low self esteem and confidence and so far so good I feel I've changed quite a bit this year and for the better, I turned 25 In June so that gave me lots of food for thought and I've decided to enjoy my life more and to stop STRESSING! I'm a terrible worrier so I need to stop doing that and actually enjoy this life haha and also been looking after my nephew and seeing friends quite a bit this year so it's been lovely, also back in may i split with my boyfriend which to be honest was a long time coming and I'm so much more happier for it now.

I'm sure you're wanting some pictures so I'll include some here:

In the above picture is when i started going on crazy walks this year and I'm talking about 2 hours at a time kinda walks, I got a fitbit In July (I think!) so I went a bit crazy trying to beat my 10k record everyday. One day i ended up walking for nearly 5 hours!! 

Then I went cycling quite a lot in the better sunnier months especially as we had a fantastic summer! but my anxiety did get bad and sadly was one of the things I gave up but hoping to get back into it soon! 

I had my FIRST ever KFC! I know crazy right?! but I LOVED it! I've actually been to a few fast food places I've never had before this year thanks to my friend Sam for breaking me in.. haha

I also got into photography this year even though I've always been intrigued by it but this year I kinda went nuts and really got into it taking pictures and playing around with different shots I could get of one thing etc  

                                     
                                          Just a random one of me... Just because 😉

                                  Another photography shot I took, As I love autumn!  

Daisy made a new friend on our walk a few weeks ago, It was too cute not include this picture

And lastly I flew the drone a good few times this year. I even had my first proper crash which has made the drone a bit Crazy since haha it'll go into ATTI or OPti mode at the most random times, A few months ago I struggled to get it back but managed before it landed in a garden (Boy was that scary!) 


So yeah, That's been my year so far not much has happened. Next week I am however going to Aberdeen for the second time. The first time wasn't so fun mum was Ill and had to go and get a very important scan so this time will be better I'm sure! But until then I'm gonna go. I'll see you all soon with a update. Byee!!  

                                                             
                                                              Thanks for reading😀

My YouTube Story!

Hello All, I hope Your All Well? Today I thought I'd Write about My YouTube Journey, It all started 3 years ago on May 5th 2014 I uploaded a rather cringe worthy video of me sitting on my bed talking to my web cam saying what I had done that day and why I had started my channel, Looking back now I find it so painful to watch for many reasons, One being I hadn't a clue what I was doing! and the other? Well my mum was ill very ill in fact she was dying with Cancer! I was her carer and was very alone and needed somewhere to escape for a few minutes a day just to get my mind away from death! I was 20 turning 21 the next month and already had gone through so much, I wasn't handling my mum being sick very well knowing she was dying and there was nothing I could do to stop this was so hard, Seeing her so ill everyday was hard so to help give me something positive I made my channel, At first it was just silly web cam videos but after a few of them I bought my first camera a canon IXUS 132 this was the camera I started to daily vlog on, At first I found it hard I wasn't the best at filming or editing but as time went on I got better They say practice makes perfect and boy were they right! I'm thankful that I started daily vlogging as I have memories of my mum in some vlogs that mean so much and I love that even though my mum knew she was dying she supported me and actually wanted me to film her which still surprises me! After she died I realized how much Vlogging actually helped me, It made my anxiety better helped me with my confidence! And Strangely got me though My Mum dying, So I made a decision I was gonna carry it on and I did and I'm glad I did, A year later My brother heard of a clay studio doing some classes near us and so took me along one day and so began a great Journey! Through that class I made life long friends and was the happiest I had been in years and I was allowed to Vlog!! Through vlogging I made friends with the people in the class I was so shy but when the camera was in my hands there was no stopping me, and now 3 years later I'm still vlogging! and LOVING it! I've made the most amazing memories through daily vlogging even though it's still painfully embarrassing to watch my vlogs but when I do I see how far I have come in the last 3 years!  So here is to the next 3 years!

Some of you that loves cameras might be wanting to know some of the cameras I have used I'll list them below:

Canon IXUS 132
Canon IXUS 145
Canon G7X
Canon G7X mark II

Here are my cameras I have used/Using:

My Second Camera Canon IXUS 145

My First Camera Canon IXUS 132

My Last Camera Canon G7X 

My Current Camera The Canon G7X Mark II

Some Other Equipment I have used/Have:
manfrotto min tripod
Neewer Ring Light

Laptops I use:
Hp Notebook

Editing Software:
Movie maker
IMovie


I love vlogging and I can see myself doing this for many years to come It's so fun filming my everyday life and making the most amazing memories! If you'd like to check my channel out you can here: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGA4hEEwp7b0YD4fLHHQRbg

Thank you For taking the time to read this Blog Post and I hope you enjoyed it, I will see you again Next Saturday at 6pm GMT 😃