Long Time No see!

Hello, it's been a while hasn't it? about a year... eek! Firstly I have to say i'm sorry for abandoning my blog. The reason? well my laptop broke first of all then my anxiety has been super bad this year so I've tended not to be very productive when it was bad. I kinda let my vlogs slip too but i'm back (for now!) and ready to start posting again but i'll warn you if I go away aliens haven't abducted me it's just my anxiety being a pain in the a** 

So what have I been up to you might be asking yourself, Well I've been filming  vlogs haha but seriously i've been working on my low self esteem and confidence and so far so good I feel I've changed quite a bit this year and for the better, I turned 25 In June so that gave me lots of food for thought and I've decided to enjoy my life more and to stop STRESSING! I'm a terrible worrier so I need to stop doing that and actually enjoy this life haha and also been looking after my nephew and seeing friends quite a bit this year so it's been lovely, also back in may i split with my boyfriend which to be honest was a long time coming and I'm so much more happier for it now.

I'm sure you're wanting some pictures so I'll include some here:

In the above picture is when i started going on crazy walks this year and I'm talking about 2 hours at a time kinda walks, I got a fitbit In July (I think!) so I went a bit crazy trying to beat my 10k record everyday. One day i ended up walking for nearly 5 hours!! 

Then I went cycling quite a lot in the better sunnier months especially as we had a fantastic summer! but my anxiety did get bad and sadly was one of the things I gave up but hoping to get back into it soon! 

I had my FIRST ever KFC! I know crazy right?! but I LOVED it! I've actually been to a few fast food places I've never had before this year thanks to my friend Sam for breaking me in.. haha

I also got into photography this year even though I've always been intrigued by it but this year I kinda went nuts and really got into it taking pictures and playing around with different shots I could get of one thing etc  

                                     
                                          Just a random one of me... Just because 😉

                                  Another photography shot I took, As I love autumn!  

Daisy made a new friend on our walk a few weeks ago, It was too cute not include this picture

And lastly I flew the drone a good few times this year. I even had my first proper crash which has made the drone a bit Crazy since haha it'll go into ATTI or OPti mode at the most random times, A few months ago I struggled to get it back but managed before it landed in a garden (Boy was that scary!) 


So yeah, That's been my year so far not much has happened. Next week I am however going to Aberdeen for the second time. The first time wasn't so fun mum was Ill and had to go and get a very important scan so this time will be better I'm sure! But until then I'm gonna go. I'll see you all soon with a update. Byee!!  

                                                             
                                                              Thanks for reading😀

What I got Up To This Week/ Bad Cold!

Hello All, Sorry this Blog post Is late! I've got a really bad cold/flu (Not Fun!) I realized I hadn't written a post so I thought I'd write one quickly and just basically have a quick natter about what I've been up to this week, A day In the life kinda Blog Post I guess haha so let's start with...

Monday:

My nephew and I, Logan went on a cycling adventure and we ended up having a little picnic which was fun, He was so hot after our half an hour cycle ride he ripped off his socks and shoes and jumped in the water (I was to chicken to join him!) We stayed there for about 30 minutes before we made the long cycle back, I actually today posted that vlog on my YouTube channel you can watch here: https://youtu.be/d4fAcf1P4HY

Here are some Picture's from this day out:

He walked though the water and got to the other side (He was pretty pleased about it)

He was a bit stuck here... But he soon made a runner for it back through the freezing water!!

Making his way back.. Nearly there

Back on Dry Land!

Time for a much deserved picnic! 

Cycling to our destination!

Making Sheep Noises at the Sheep... They actually replied which my nephew found very funny! 

Back on our bikes

Tuesday:

I was having lazy day as I wasn't feeling well I figured it was due to me not getting much sleep recently (I suffer from Insomnia) but later on that night I felt much worse and I came to realize it was actually a cold...

Wednesday: 

Day 2 of cold! throat started hurting and nose was all blocked! 😓

Thursday:

Day 3 of Cold... Felt awful!! But had a 6am start which I'm sure really didn't help me out, I had to go to a Art Class I started the Thursday before, We ended up doing Abstract which was fun, Now DON'T laugh here is my attempt (Yes I know... It's um... Interesting 😅)

We had a toy teddy bear we had to draw and from there the teacher got us to add whatever we wanted so that could be shapes, letters etc, Much later My nephew came over to mine again and we ended up watching a film at night, I ended up having my brother's dog too as my nephew really wanted her to come haha

Sorry this is so blurry... My phone is terrible!

Friday:

We all went a small walk, I woke up that day to my throat so sore I couldn't swallow until I had a coffee which helped a little, However we went out as It was a lovely day even though I was super tired after walking for 10 minutes (Which made me sad!) It was super nice to be out and Daisy enjoyed herself as she got to go out with Logan and his dog and she didn't leave his side haha

Saturday:

So today I've been feeling a bit better, I feel this cold is more in my chest now but still very tired! Hopefully it goes soon!! I hope you enjoyed this rushed Blog post anyway and Hopefully next week my brain Isn't all mush and I remember the days of the week! haha I'm off to watch a film Have a good day/ night wherever you are and I'll see you next Saturday! 😀